I Spent the Last 5 Years of My Life Chasing Money; Here’s What I Regret

If you’re young, I beg you, focus on living a happy life

Santiago
4 min readMay 21, 2024
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I have always had a pervasive fear and uncertainty about the future.

Like many, I dreamed of an early retirement, the freedom to live without the constraints of a nine-to-five job, and the security of a well-padded bank account.

That mix quickly spiraled into an obsession with money.

The root of this obsession was a deep-seated fear of the unknown. I was terrified of what the future might hold if I didn’t have enough savings. What if I couldn’t afford a comfortable retirement? What if I faced an unexpected medical emergency? What if the economy collapsed?

The desperation to avoid these potential pitfalls drove me to focus single-mindedly on accumulating wealth.

As the years passed, my obsession with money began to overshadow every other aspect of my life.

I became a person I barely recognized — a materialistic, miserly version of myself.

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